I know it has been super longggggg since i last updated haha. Time filies, my 3 mths hols are gone jus liddat. i realise i dint really make full use of my hols. Jus before hols started there are so many things i wanted to do. but when the hols are here i dint do any of them. now when hols are over i got a complete new lists of things i regretted no doing.

the new sem has begun and things are getting tougher =((( linear algebra is the worse followed by calculus. Prob & stats will soon become a foreign language too.

now sch has started both of us (me & him) are busy. we used to be seeing each other almost everyday for the past yr because we stayed in hall n lets not talk abt the hols, we practically are stuck to each other. but ever since he became a GL of sports camp, he started hanging more often with his freshies and fellow GLs. He starts going clubbing n starts drinking (even when he is on his own). he have to fork out $$$ to treat his freshies when he is having a hard time surviving .

i have not met him for 3 days but it seems like eternity. boo.

well, guess i cant blame him for that. he chose to be a GL and he have to be enthu and on abt it. I dun want to restrict him or be petty. i also understand that the camp has jus ended and the group is still v bonded to each other. he have his own privacy and his own frens. i try as much as i can to give him his own space.

some how i cant help but feel a bit annoyed and slightly jealous of him.
i start hating my self for being like that. i jus wan an outlet and therefore i started this ranting post @##%%#$^^&^#%%&^^&*&*^$%^$#@!@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!

ok, after this post i m going to do my tutorial! wherever the hell he is, i dun care!