ARGH!! i hate him..i hate him!!!!!!

sometimes i pity him..he looks lonely..i wanted to accompany him but wad he did irks me..i feel sorry for him that his childhood is a boring one..his siblings are all too busy for him..i feel sad for him..i tried to be nice to him but what i got in return is more hatred for him..

the sight of him spoils my day..he irritates me..i dun tink he is an ordinary kid..he doesnt speak like one..he doesnt behave like one..he is not afraid of my mum like how we used to..he acts as if he is in charge of my mum's life..even my mum have to listen n obey to wad he says while we r so intimidated by my mum when we r young..where had her power gone to??? i guess age is getting onto her..she cant handle him as well as how she handled us in the past..

he got wadeva he wanted..juz a few whinings n worst come to worst screaming n crying in the departmental store..he got stuffs he dont need(but what i need n cant afford!)..he is selfish n doesnt share his stuff..he calls me by my name..he hits me when he is unhappy with me..he enjoys having what i have..he enjoys fighting with me.. he wants to eat when i m eating..he wants tv when i m watching..HELL......

my life is HELL with him!!!!i dun understand y pple(ousiders) think he is cute..he is a DEVIL..cant u all see?? all of u r cheated by his fake appearance.. i muz have done smth wrong in my previous life that i had to have such a brother...

may the force be with me..............................

o(-(00)-)o.....(sobz)

haha did some personality tests..after doing it i feel that maybe i m a guy....... :'(

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

Your #4 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

ArHhHHhh Chew! CoUgh CouGh**

oohh..soli so dusty here..need to do some clearing up haha...

hmm..so what m i up to these few mths? weeks? days? First hols..played alot..fren introduced maple haha..den also "K"ing for cts...den sch reopen cts starts too..den come nats...so thats all basically..(i'm gd at summary huh)

well i did badly for cts..all becuz of maple... :( den went nats...did okay but a few ups n downs lah..but nvm lah there's always next yr like wad the other pple said... SiGh..which means another yr of training loh.................. SoBz~~~

den went out quite a lot with my frenz during this period..haha..but i think its only this period lah..becuz cts n nats are over n we still have some free time..think the work load is starting to build up again....

k if its possible i will upload some pics to liven up this place a little when i have the TIME :) cheerz! ciao

o('(00)')o