moody moody moody..

i think my best fren of the month is coming and i am in a super terrible mood.

Sianz

“我不喜欢你哭。。。。”
“你哭我会生气。。。。。。”
“我跟你说了几百遍了，你要坚强。。。。”

我就是爱哭。从小到大，我能为了一些芝麻小事而哭。周围的朋友也都知道我很容易就哭。哭以成为我发泄情绪的一个管道。这二十年来，我流过的泪不输 The Famous SaltLake。

如果我的泪让你受气，我只能说对不起。我也希望我能更坚强，但那不是一朝一夕的事。就连我妈也拿我没办法。

如果要我不哭，那就等于叫我当一个机器人。如果有一天我不哭了，那个我绝对不是我。

我不想改变。虽然爱哭是一个坏习惯但哭以成为我生活的一部分。我不想为任何人改变。

在没有你十九年的日子里，我也这样哭来哭去的活过来。虽然我哭，但就是因为我哭，不开心的事也随着我的眼泪流逝。我因此过得更开心。

当我哭时，我不需要你用任何言语来安慰我。子要在我旁边陪着我就好了。或者一句：“乖，别哭。”就够了。

或许你不知，在还没遇到你之前我并没有这么常哭。最近哭的频率变高了。一点也不像我。一点小事就触动了我的泪水。我也好辛苦哦。。。。。。你可知道哭是很累人的leh

跟你在一起我真的很开心。错的不是你。或许根本没有错或对。只是我还不够成熟，EQ又低。而你又没办法接收我的泪。

如果我的泪给大家带来困扰，真是对不起噢。

好想做个婴儿。没有人会说他不应该哭。

13 Jan 2008 (Sunday)


Family : Was wondering how my family will celebrate with me. And as usual, they decided to bring me to a meal. My mum suggested dim sum which is what i wanted. She knows me the best =D They brought me to my favourite dim sum restaurant in Chinatown. Ate my fav. lychee dim sum. Super full and satisfied. No cake no presents, but this meal is what i wanted, jus to gather n hang out. Ever since i started hall life, my time with my family is so little. =((((



Seven : After my meal with my family, i went to the zoo to meet Seven. Its been so long since we went to the zoo. Rekindles some childhood memories in me haha. Its fun and i enjoyed myself totally =))) We celebrated banana's, cindy's and my birthday at a go. Its been awhile since we last met up. We talked alot and i cant bear to leave them at the end of the day =((((((

13-14th Jan


Him : I left Seven to go back hall to meet him. Its my first bday with him and i know he is excited too =) He bought my presents a few days ago and was happily asking me to guess what he bought. He gave me 10 tries but i think i guessed it in less than 5 haha. So cute. I thought he wont be giving me any surprise coz he is not so romantic at all but at the end of the day, when the clock hits 12 he did gave me something which i didnt expect. He bought a cake and its my only bday cake. The cake is super nice!!!!! Its a mango cake. On the surface it looks normal but on the inside, its has a layer of real mango . NICE.


14th Jan

Roomie: My roomie is evil. haha. SHe wanted to play a prank on me by giving me a box of biscuit as bday present. HAHA. She wanna make me think that she is a cheapo. But after that she gave me a pair of leggings which i saw during my shopping with her. She said she got it on that day while i was trying out some clothes. Evil girl haha.


Shebec : Although they are not ard during the cake cutting ceremony but we went for supper on the night of my bday before its over. Qiao n CY gave me my present and the rest gave me their wishes before my bday is over. =DD


15th Jan


Him: We went to eat billy bombers as a post celebration for my bday proudly sponsored by my roomie ( she gave me the vouchers) haha. Had a super full meal. I think i put on a few kg on this 20 th bday.




Zoo outing with Seven!!!



Cutting Bday Cake


Puma jacket from Seven! I nearly kope my sis's puma jacket but now i dun have to! I own one!


Bday cards from Seven and Roomie. =D

We decided to go town on New Year's Eve for shopping. We always go out on the eve but not the actual day to avoid the crowd.

We went to a hong kong resatuarant at taka basement 1. Think it jus opened coz i never seen it b4.



Eating the hong kong dessert which he say is super nice and i love it too =)

Finally met up during the holidays. Although all of us are in NTU, we seldom got to meet up. All of us are busy with our academics, all of us are in a different course, unless we meet up purposely, the probability of us seeing each other is 0.00000000x.


We went town for shopping =))))))))))) My favourite activity.



Me and XQ with SJ at the back doing some wild pose. We are at TCC cafe and the cushion is super super comfy!!


An attempt on a shot to take the 4 of us.

It's our first x'mas ever togehter!


We decided to go out on the xmas eve to avoid the crowd. We went waruku jap restaurant to have our lunch. The food is really good but expensive


=( burnt a big hole in his pocket) After that we went to catch alvin and the chipmunks. I fell in love with them when they starting dancing. SO CUTE!


Than we shop ard marina square for each other's present but to no avail. We came to an agreement to be more practical so we decided to shop together n choose what we like for our first x'mas present. No elements of surprise in there, pretty dull but we got what we like. In the end we went to FOX n he got himself some clothings n that became his xmas present. I went into top shop n bought a few tank tops, that became my x'mas present. =D oh yea, plus one pair of pretty pumps for myself from him =DDDDDDD I totally forgot about the taboo of giving ur other half shoes. :S Although i am not superstitious but i still choose to believe it n paid him half of the price by giving him my mahjong winnings that night. Ya we played mahjong overnight on a xmas eve.


After movie n shopping, we went suntec for dinner at fish n co. This time my treat. Seafood platter for 2 n we r stuffed. FULL, HAPPY ,GOT PRESENT = GO HOME.



Pic finally taken after many many failed attempts.


Seafood Platter for 2!


His boring face, cant wait to eat.