i wanna cry...cry...cry...

suffered many blows recently..
firstly: coach say i suddenly run v slow which i didnt notice nor felt it
second:i notice i was running behind other pple
third:i had difficulty jumping
fourth: ..................i got nobody to tok to..grumble to!!!!!

more blows will come n one day i will be blown away.. recently keep thinking whether i still wanna continue track after this nats...to tell the truth..i dint enjoy much of my track days in sec sch...except for sec 1...at least i still trained in sch with my frenz during sec 1..n after that my frenz began to leave..some graduated some quitted..i m so lonely..............

o('(00)')o

yo..its been a long long time..

since hols started life has becum more bz..not enuff time to play and hw was left untouch..its the third week n haven finish 1/3 of it..starting to get worried..but the thought of that stupid chinese 5 yr series really makes me feel so bored..

nats is coming too but i had been performing badly during training..lets c how tml goes... haiz..how can i train n yet deprove at the same time!?! :(

ahhh!!! really got not enuff time to play la!!! still got so many vcds haven watch..so many stuff i planned for hols to do at home haven do..dun feel like going out juz wanna stay at home n enjoy the hols...go out so sian..tired still muz spend money... wahhhh....

sad o('(00)')o....