wwAAhhhHHH....my heart numb liaoz...nah..nono...not because i met my prince charming...how nice if i really met one haha

my sept hols r gone..well my sept hols = no hols la..have to go back to sch almost everyday...today during pract went through mock pract..teacher say those who r weak muz go for make up spa during sept hols..those who got 7-8 no need..i tot i can escape from it but.............. tap tab tap (martin teach one)i got 6 wad....only 1 pt away mah...the most tapping thing is that almost the whole class got 7/8 except two...........................(thunder* lightning*****)

WAHHHHHHHH.......................my heart numb liaoz..........................piang*

oh yesterday's training i learnt something new..i learnt that cartwheel is not cartwheel but cartwheel Xp

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recently i think i m a bit off...

sometimes things don't go the way u want them to.. but its not their fault not my fault not ur fault n nobody's fault..its juz the way things r..the situation n circumstances u r in..the things u have to face...bla bla bla all these shit came together n i can see a dark ball of fire growing inside me..

i reached home i flared up..its surprising how my mum can still tolerate my ap..she juz accept anything that i threw on her..my unhappinees my frustration..i found out that she got more patience than she had.. my bro did a gd job in training that..

now i see things in a v pessimistic(?) way...i m lousy..i m weak..i m a loner..i m stupid..i cant do this..i cant do that...i lost the confidence that i used to have.. i m scared that i will change..into wad i not sure n i wunt know..it will be the pple around me who will notice it first i suppose...

AAAHhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! SAVE ME! HELP ME! !!!! SOMEBODY ANYBODY!!!!

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